Let's flip a coin.Heads:We'll be together;Tails:We'll try again <3

23 December 2007 @ 10:00 am

Celebrating our 16th year with the Crew at Cibo,Rockwell.
It's always fun when I'm around you guys.It's been a while since we were all gathered together in one place to actually well,TALK.We see each other in places,"hi-hi" and that's pretty much it.I'm really glad you guys came.We were almost complete.We missed Alexi,Anton and Miguel.AJ asked Isa to prom in the sweetest way everrr.. And Chuck asked Bianca to prom.All in the dinner. ;)I LOVE IT!Hahha.Thank you for all the fun.We should do this more often.Oh and I hope you guys went home full.
I love you all! :)

pictures:http://oneslowdance.multiply.com/photos/album/123/Dinnie_and_My_Birthday_Dinner_at_Cibo_with_the_Crew_?replies_read=108

I am now...: JUMPING FOR JOYYY

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29 November 2007 @ 12:37 am

Happy Happy JOY JOY!

HAPPY,HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAUDS ;)
I'm so glad you love my surprise.
WHEW.FINALLY.
This is one thing I can say...
"I'm glad it's over." ;)

YOU?Well,I really don't get you :|
YOU!I loved talking to you on the phone tonight. :D
YOU.I hope I'm gettting you ;)

YAY FOR TOMORROW <3

I am now...: is smiling really WOAH ;)

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27 November 2007 @ 03:46 pm

FINALLY.

ALAVET.
Finally.After so much well,hurt,I'm finally here.
I hope things get even better from here ;)

*Dinnie's birthday tomorrow ;)

I am now...: Jumping for joy

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06 November 2007 @ 09:06 pm

The BEYONCE Experience :D

The Beyonce concert in Indonesia was AMAAZING.They gave away bracelets and cigarette packs :))
So many lights on the screen as the background.(AWESOOOOOOME.)
Have fun you guys who are watching tomorrow ;)
It's a great BEYONCE experience ;)
Go to my site for pictures :D :
http://oneslowdance.multiply.com/photos/album/103/Beyonce_Concert_and_The_Airport

I am now...: WUHOO

I love...: Check On It -Beyonce

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29 October 2007 @ 10:56 am

YESSS.

Webcamming in Indonesia is fun ;)
TOPSHOP AND DEBENHAMS HERE IS LOVE <3
And oh,glad we texted yesterday ;;)

I'm super excited for the upcoming days :)

I am now...: WUHOO

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23 October 2007 @ 09:35 pm

I just wanna say... :)

You did it again.
Happy,Happy joy,joy ;)
Oh how I love today :)

I am now...: skipping coza joy

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21 October 2007 @ 11:35 am

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HAHA.Okay this entry might seem so pathetic but whatever.

Okay I know we always talk on the phone and you always ask if you can call but Friday was quite different.

I don't know.It's the first time you seemed like you really wanted to talk.I mean,you were sick and you kept coughing yet you stayed up until 2 am just to talk to me.You didn't want me to put down the phone which is a first since you always wanna hit the bed but that time,you actually wanted to STAY up to call.I don't know.It might seem super babaw but it's a big deal to me.Plus,things kinda went back to normal that day.You're such a sweet talker by the way.And I'm lovin' it ;)

VARSITY NIGHT WAS CANCELLED AND I ALMOST CRIED.But it's okay.Dinnie,Isabella and Bianca came over.Super FUN.Like the carbonara and the iPod :| hahahaha!Bonding in my room then Angelo calls. "Kara,sina Chuck are coming over to your house" :| We're like..WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT?AAAHH!We were so sabog pa naman :)) Anyway,they came over as well.Chuck,Nico,Ric and Andro.Alec couldn't go because of..Anyway.Uhm..Everything that happened and everything we talked about shall be kept a secret ;) I love you guys.FOREVER :D

Okay this week,I'm just hoping that I get high grades (pass Math) and get to Indonesia safely :D I'm leaving 9pm on Friday.WUHOO!I'm so excited. :)

Now I'm just hoping things wold get better from here :)

I am now...: SUPER SMILING

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14 October 2007 @ 10:31 am

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'Inclination was sometimes too strong for reason."

I just realized yesterday how easily I'm manipulated.
I get so friggin' mad that I wanna just NEVER want to talk to you again,and I hear that you're crying.
So I end up getting GUILTY instead of mad and I end up wanting to be okay.
DAMN IT. I HATE HOW CAPABLE I AM OF FEELING BAD SO EASILY.

But whatever.
You did that.
He did that.
I did that.

END OF THE MESSED UP STORY.

I am now...: kafndskr

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08 October 2007 @ 03:39 pm

I think I'm in love :D

I know what I want for my birthday :D

I am now...: Super into EDWARD CULLEN

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07 October 2007 @ 06:42 pm

I love random people

Okay so because I was super depressed,these things were the random things that totally made my day.I super love you people <3

ELLA.I love you.I DID NOT expect this at all.I'm so happy.
You made me happy :D I super love you :*

DINNIE.You're absolutely amazing :)

BIANCA dear.Thank you and ILY ;)

BOOEY LOVE!Your late night visits,CHOCOLATES
and notes?I love em ;)

PRIETO.You always make me post-its ad letters.Just so you know,
they always make me feel better :)

TAMMIE LOVE.Your surprises REALLY DO surprise me :)
You spend so much time and I love you for that :*

MADDIE POO!The whole letter was too big to be uploaded :)) So I cut out the
"I love you more..than Isabella does" part ;) I love it.I love you :*

AJ!Thank you for listening to me vent alot.
And thanks for showing me this pic of you.
It DEFINITELY made me smile. :D

NICO CONCEP.I love,love,love this ;)

Isabella my lovely KBFFBIBS?
Most of yours are in my planner na so,
I can't put 'em here.Just so you know?I love 'em anyway ;)

I am now...: LOOKING FORWARD TO...

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06 October 2007 @ 12:42 am

I quote Benjamin Franklin

"Use no hurtful deceit."

I just found out something about you.
You know the saying that goes,"All secrets will be revealed?"
Guess what?Yours has just been exposed.

I am now...:

amused

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30 September 2007 @ 09:36 am

Oh my goodness :))

Mr brother found this online.Don't ask me why or how :))

HAHHAHAHAHAHAA.
Eggs are special :)

I am now...: Lovin' It

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29 September 2007 @ 10:09 am

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One text last night can't make up for what's lost.

YOU.Oh my gosh we are not awkward AT ALL.I am so friggin' happy! SUPER.

Xavier soiree was AWESOME :)) Well it was more fin than the usual :P So many Chinese boys.
Pictures are gonna be up later :P

I am now...:

energetic

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23 September 2007 @ 08:26 am

You know this is for you.

I'm sorry if I acted like a total * these past days.Okay I had my reasons but whatever.I guess I overreacted.It's so weird.We used to be the closest of friends and now,it's just plain--well,awkwardness.It's weird how people tell me you've changed as well and how there's that part of me that agrees.I don't know.The bigger part of me tells me that beyond all the pointless fighting,there's still that person I became bestfriends with last year.I guess you can say this is so gradeschool but hey,there's no better way to put it : I just really do miss my bestfriend.We keep saying how much we miss each other and how we want things to get better but in the end,it turns out to be the joke I feared it would be.We wouldn' t talk unless needed.Yeah I know.How crappy is that?NEEDED.I wondered what I could to to get you back and here I am on my bed thinking of what exactly it is.

I realized that you've done so much and it's about time for me to do my part.

I am now...:

contemplative

I love...: Thriller - Fall Out Boy

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18 September 2007 @ 08:18 pm

I love unplanned hangouts :D

I love my GRAMMAR T.E. :D haha!
I love my Magallanes neighbors.We took more than 150 pictures ;)
(Told you I'm gonna start taking lotsa pics again :P)
Julia came over yesterday to decorate her planner and watch LOST.
Dinnie,Boo and Mads came over to watch the La Salle-Ateneno game today.
(Congratulations to Dinnie and Boo.Sorry Mads :P LA SALLE WON!)
SABAW MOMENTS! =))
-Clover chips and Dinnie and Boo's "braces"! =))
-"I have A GLUE" O_O
-""Dak dak guuuuse"
-Fall Out Boy Music
-PAINTING LIKE LITTLE KIDS "Happy birth-AY!"
-Pictures,pictures and more pictures :D

Okay so I had to do something at 5,like in the middle of the game :| ..so I told them to leave but nooooooo.They were like,"Go na!We'll stay here." AY :| ahahaha!Super funny.I'll upload videos and pictures later :P

They totally helped me forget about *.haha.GOOD JOB GUYS.I love you :*

I'm suuuuper excited for Thursday and Friday oh ya!AAAAAND SATURDAY :D Wheee! <3

I am now...:

ecstatic

I love...: Thriller-Fall Out Boy

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10 September 2007 @ 12:25 am

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Okay your reason for feeling bad is bittersweet for me :)

I'm glad you wanted to fix things.

I'm glad you finally told me what you REALLY feel and why you didn't tell me "the line" when after all,that's the one thing you've been meaning to say.

I'm glad we got to talk like we used to again despite our ongoing "break".

I'm glad you got jealous because it comes to show you really do care.

I'm glad we're getting over our faults and we're getting better.

I'm glad you know I'm lying when I say,"I think you should go to that party this Friday."

And I'm glad you kind of told me you---... ;)
<333

I love late night phone talks forever :D

Current Location: Dining room

I am now...: thankful for that talk

I love...: Jason Mraz

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09 September 2007 @ 10:17 am

It's unlocked for the whole world to see what I've done and how I regret it.

Why do I do this to myself?WHY?

I don't know why I'm doing this to us.It's so messed up.I tell you it's for the best,for everything between us to be better.BETTER.Ha.What a typical line to say,don't you think?It goes hand in hand with "I think we we'll be better off this way for now,don't you think?Don't worry.Things will be okay." I tell you this thinking we'd both be okay,I WOULD BE OKAY.But no.I realize now how hard this has become for me.I miss you now.Actually,I always have.This time it complicated itself even more that I have learned to miss you not in the "aww it's so cute.I guess I do like him " way but I've learned to miss you in pain and in regret.

No,no,no.I don't regret asking you for this break.I don't regret being the sole reason of you getting drunk in his house because of this.I don't.

I regret having to be the most selfish person in the world.I tried to get you jealous.And I ended up being successful.I MADE THE MOST NUMB PERSON--- JEALOUS.What a life achievement. :| My plan backfired.Well,kind of.

All the things you talked about with my bestfriend.All those sweet words that I love hearing you say to me whenever we're on the phone.All those moments,the things she told me you've planned to make up for time lost--all ruined--all because of my messed up pride.

I sat there after asking you why you were hurt.Stupid move,Kara.OF COURSE HE'D BE HURT.You just said you loved the guy he was most jealous about.But it was just as a friend.I love him as a friend.A FRIEND.I am very in like with you.I would never do such a thing to risk all things in this wonder we created.But it happened and now I've broken your trust and I've made you unsure of what you feel.

I keep trying to tell myself not to cry over you because the fact that you don't trust me and you're unsure of what I feel about you,tell me that you're not worth the tears.But no matter how hard I try,I end up crying by myself in between all the things I do.It's my fault and only I am to blame.

I am so sorry.Oh wow.Another cliche line in my LJ. :| But I don't know how else to place it because I really am,well,sorry.I can't blame you since if that happened to me,just the fact you'd be chatting with her early morning would crush me.I wasn't only chatting with him that early morning but we said some stuff (I SWEAR AS CLOSE FRIENDS) that affected you.I am sorry for hurting you.I really am.It's just that it all boils down to the matter of trust and I don't understand why you think I said it to him in a way only you should experience.

I wish I cold make up for this but we're still on a break.Please don't think that I asked for a break because of him because that would be the last thing I'd ever think of.

I'm sorry for being the most unconsiderate person to you.
I'm sorry for letting you think that you're just "one of them" to me.
I'm sorry for not making sure you knew how much I really do like you before I asked for this break.

And I'm sorry for still wanting this break.
I still want to give you that time to think about what you really want.

Is it really me?

I am now...: wishing I could tell you that-

I love...: Standard Lines - Dashboard Confessional

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07 September 2007 @ 08:45 pm

Ay. :))

I think the best gift I got today was Bianca's letter. :D <333

Anyway,okay so I was telling my dad about PROM-PROM *woot woo* and I go,"So dad,how was yours?"
And he said,"Oh I didn't have one.Indonesia doesn't really have those." I was like,"Oh yeah?" and he was like..

"Yeah.Plus..They were all PROM...
PROM the PROVINCE." :|

=)) Oh gosh that was so funny I almost swallowed my food whole :))

Today wasn't so bad.I actually am loving it so far :D

I am now...:

bouncy

I love...: HSM SONGS ARE COOL

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05 September 2007 @ 08:07 pm

WUHOO!

I think Alexi and her mom are really hot.
I think Dinnie and Elise look real good in a mohawk.
I think that Isabella and I are really alike.
(Okay we both wrote something to each other and the same time saying.."You are the music in me." LIKE...WOAH.)
I think Den is mean for ditching me again. :|
I think I'm beginning to talk with Bianca like how we did last year again. <3
I think the part in Joan of Arc where he explains how the sword got there is super funny.
I think that having Boo sad makes me depressed.
I think that camwhoring in school is super fun.
I think Kamille has really cool,sweet quotes.
I think that wearing civilian to school would be fun.
I think that tomorrow will be fun :D

See,people?
I do THINK :D

I am now...: Super perky

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02 September 2007 @ 12:02 am

Oh yeah :>

Okay for the record,I am not doing anything to you.I had no intention of doing that at all.I was seriously just trying to help.I guess it was some unwanted help.So I'm sorry for even trying :(

ANYWAY...
Aside from the fact that we had Saturday classes...
TODAY TURNED OUT REALLY WELL. :D

Mom is coming home from HongKong today! :D

Lunch kwento was so fun with Iano,Patrish,Jella,Karla and Monika.

ISABELLA!That was such a cool card we made!Dinnie's baby pictures!Oh my goodness cutie pie.Haha!Alec told me he super loved it and that he's super gonna keep it.YAY!Mission accomplished. ;)

DEBBIE!Oh my goodness!I super love you.We actually got to talk for HOURS.It's been so long since we've last done that.I'm so glad we got past the babaw stage.I mean yeah we're still babaw but we got to talk about each other's issues and I'm soo glad that I'm finally comfortable of telling you ANYTHING again.I love it!Our study time pa tomorrow,love ;)

JULIA.Goodness me.Our talks are so very...ummm..EXPLICIT. ;)) hahahaha!I love our kwento time kanina when we were suppposed to REVIEW :))

I loved your surprise!Like super.And the call,too!Haha.Let's just keep everything that happened to ourselves,shall we? ;) haha

Anyway,in a "nutshell",I love today and how things between me and certain people are turning out to be.Let's either stay that way or work our way up from here <3

Oh and by the way,it's 4:53am right now and I'm still up.And I'm still gonna watch My Super Sweet Sixteen.UNBELIEVABLE.I know,right?HAHA!
Well,I hope for an even BETTER week t o come :D

I am now...: SUPER DUPER HAPPY

I love...: Walking On Sunshine - Aly and AJ

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